It's a bit hard when you're too attached with a person because you don't know if they'd be in your life permanently. You can't stop yourself from thinking that you might wake up one day realizing that they are already gone and you just can't be assured that they're gon be with you forever although you sooo wanted them to. And that's when you get hurt a lot and be numb until you can't do anything about things anymore. Hmm, I don't have that much friends. I mean, uhmm, that much close friends. And I admit that I don't get myself too attached to them at first and it's all because of the fear of being left behind, of being left alone. But then I've realized in time that if you really consider a person as a real friend then you wouldn't have to worry about anything. Because a real friend is the one who never leaves you behind. You don't even have to find assurance of her not living you kos you would just know and feel in your heart that she's just gon be there. Just there.
I might not get the chance to communicate with my bestfriends that often but I know that they know that I'm always gon be here for them. Until forever.:)
2 comments:
i should call you pala ate dutzy. sorry! :)
aun. you know what, you're right. i share the same fear. but i think they know that you'll be always there for them. true friends knows that. :) wlang iwanan! haha.
haha. ate dutzy eh noh? dutzy na lang.:P ganon din yun.:D
hmm, miss ko na friends ko nga e. hay. haha.
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