Sunday, July 30, 2006

Bagong bahay

Guys, thank you sa comments:* Mwah. Sorry if I just updated now kasi nga naglipat kami ng bahay:P And sira parin talaga PC:( Hmmm, wala na atang pag-asang maayos 'yun eh. Kaya eto namumulubi ako sa kakainternet sa labas. Haha.

Ate Cathy (cousin) already arrived here last Wednesday. Mag-aaral kasi siya dito eh. So we picked her up sa airport, eh wala naman kami car so nag-tube na lang kami. My gawd, napakainit. Hahahaha. Sobrang pawis talaga. Madami na naman akong pasalubong and letters din from my cousins.:) Yeheyyyy! Ang sweet nilang lahat. Hindi naman nakakaiyak yung sulat, just kind of touchy. Eh kasi naman nakaka-miss padin pala ako kasi daw wala na daw "maarte" doon kasi wala na ako. Hahahahahaha. Oo na, sige na maarte na nga ako:P Hayayay, totoo naman talaga. Ako din ang taga-tawa at taga-reklamo nila.:) Oh, may blouses din pala ako na super pretty talaga. Hanep, ganda ng clothes sa 'Pinas. Sa Baclaran lang binili kaya pagbalik ko doon na lang din ako mag-sshopping! Mura pa. Can't wait.

I have an interview sa MCDO on Tuesday na dapat last Tuesday kaso it was cancelled. Todo porma pa naman ako, sayang talaga! Kailangan ko na kasi ng trabaho eh, namumulubi na nga ako diba? Haha, jologs. So sana matanggap ako kahit wala pa akong experience. Hindi na nga ako magiging maarte eh tska kaya ko naman sigurong magwork na. Hindi naman siguro mahirap. Basta ba sa pera eh. Hindi naman ako mukhang pera, nangangailangan lang talaga:)

Ang dami ko pang kailangang ayusin sa room ko. Abubot abubot. Pictures pictures para mas masarap tulugan :)

Si Papa kanina nakakatawa.. Sabi ba naman niya sakin: "Anak, bakit di ka magsigarilyo?" Hahaha. Kasama namin si Mudra ah. Syempre si Mudra todo react naman. Kung anu-ano daw kalokohan ni Papa. Hindi naman talaga ako magninigarilyo kasi ayoko talaga pero MEDYO gusto ko lang i-try:P Kapag uwi ko na lang ng 'Pinas, kami ni Tina mag-ssmoke! Wehhh, asa!

Pahingi ulit ng comments :) Salamat sa mga bumibisita! Labyu all:*

from JUICEEE!

1. RANDOM
Take me to LonDON :D
Hahaha, sure sure. :) Kita tayo after 10 years:P Pero I might transfer sa Australia eh. Whoaaa.

2. CHALLENGE
Post some British slang in your blog will ya? Haha
I dunno any british SLEENG eh. Haha, looooosseeer. Ang pangit kasi eh, basta:P

3. COLOR
Orange :D
Oh yep.. Pwede ding purpol, green, yellow, gold, brown and turquoise!

4. LIKE
I like ya coz your such a sweet gurl
Everbody says so:) Pero medyo medyo lang talaga, haha.

5. MEMORY
When I made your banner once
Oh yeah! Thank you ulit. Super. Kaya I didn't remove you na sa credits eh.:)

6. ANIMAL
What's a British animal? Hehe.. Oh and OWL! Coz of Harry Potter and being British hahah
Nakita ko na yung OWL sa Harry Potter. :) We went kasi sa castle somewhere in Newcastle tapos shooting spot siya ng HP. Hehe.

7. QUESTION
How's life in London?
All good naman. No more homesickness na, yey! Haha. Mainit nga lang masyado, burfff.:)

8. SONG
anything from Coldplay, because they are my favorite English band
Ohhh. Love their FIX YOU song :)

Monday, July 24, 2006

burrf. :D

Nakaka-high ka talaga. Hahahahahahahah.

O, pagbigyan na. Masaya lang po. ;)

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Counting down the days


"I wanna travel through time
See your surprise
Hold you so tight
I'm counting down the days tonight
I just wanna be a million miles away from here
I'm counting down the days"

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Don't give up on us, baby..

I don't know how I'd start this post so I just decided to get lines from the song which I had dedicated to my one and only love weeks ago. I had no idea that this was a Panday song, just knew it after reading Danlen's post.

Pangako natin sa Maykapal na tayo lamang habang buhay.
Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig, maghintay ka lamang ako'y dadating.
Pagkat sa isang taong mahal mo ng buong puso, lahat ay gagawin.. Makita kang muli.
Puso'y nagdurusa, nangungulila
Inisip kapag nagiisa
Inaalala mga sandali ng tayo ay magkapiling
Ikaw ang gabay sa aking twina
Ang aking ilaw sa gabing mapanglaw
Tanging ikaw..

I was moved by Danlen's post and was touched by his comment in my last post. It also made me think that GIVING UP would have been the MOST STUPIDEST (yes, very stupid indeed) thing to do in my whole life. We've come along this far. We've been here in this LDR for about a year or so. We had solved a lot of problems and surpassed a lot of trials within that year and then I would just suddenly throw that away for nothing? I admit that I am furious at you at times when you don't even text me just to say good morning, or when you are about to go to school already; you sometimes just bothered to make "paramdam" when you already got home. I kind of feel tuloy that you don't even think of me anymore, you know "paranoia" strikes in especially with this kind of situation. But it all feels better after awhile with you explaining that you are super busy with school which I understand naman because you already are in your FOURTH year and with you saying that it's only I you love. Whenever I am alone, before I go to sleep and even when I'm doing something I always reminisce the times when we hangout, how we make lambing and make each other laugh' how you tease me though you know that I'm so pikon then "susuyuin" mo lang ako afterwards and how we just simply spend our quality time together. Whenever you look at me straight into my eyes and say the magic words, I can feel how sincere you are with me and that I'm not just a fling, that you would do everything for us to last forever and I was sooo right, you do your best for us to stay together though you know that it's gonna be hard and painful. When I left the Phlippines a year ago, I didn't actually know where we stand, we had a lot of problems, we were sooo afraid of what might happen to us after my departure, and we had just been together for 3 months then; so little time. The thought of you wanting to let me go devastated me a lot, you didn't want to take the risk, you thought that you are cursed for loving so hard because everytime you feel this way towards another person they just leave you all alone. I didn't know how to make you feel better, and what to say for things to be alright' I literally didn't know what to do. Then you just suddenly told me that we can do this, that as long as we love each other no one would give up EVER, and that we would be together SOON and won't ever be apart; You promised then I feared not anymore knowing that you'd just be there when I come back and that you won't be involved with other girls. You still are fulfilling that promise. I believe that you can. And I'm promising you that same thing as well. I'm just yours. I will be faithful. You are my only love.:)

We are on our whatever-month-it-is already (hehe). There are still sleepless, crying nights because I miss you a lot and I feel sad that I can't even hug you, kiss you and just simply be there for you. Sometimes it's because of the guilt I feel everytime I think how stupid I was to not spend that much time with you when I was still back home. If I just knew that I was going (hay). I wasn't even able to say goodbye properly, we weren't able to see each other before I left. THAT still haunts me at times. I FEEL REAL GUILTY. Kaya promise pagbalik ko, BABAWI talaga ako.

LDR sure is hard. You can't control things. Everything is limited. Everything is out of reach. But as long as the love is there, everything would still be perfect & MAGICAL. You would still feel complete somehow. You'd still get to laugh so hard like there's no more tomorrow, get kilig everytime you think of "those" moments and get teary-eyed by thinking how much you love and care for each other. HOW MUCH he loves you. HOW MUCH he cares for you. This is a stepping stone to FOREVER. Believe me.

If WE can get pass this, there's not a problem that can't be solved. I love you.

DANLEN, kaya mo 'yan.

Monday, July 10, 2006

Tayo pa ba?

Ewan ko.
Malabo na ata tayo.
2 araw ng walang paramdaman.
Ang hirap.
Masakit.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ng nangyayari sa'yo
at ganon ka din.

Sumusuko na ako...

Thursday, July 06, 2006

nth month

Happy BELATED Monthsary beybemynielabsitoosiepoopsie
(July 4)

I love you.

Germany-Italy match was great. Italy scored 2 goals at the last minute of the 30-min. extension time. Cool:P They're off to the finals. And France won against Portugal yesterday and they're off to the Finals as well. Hmm, kras ko si #12 sa France eh.:D

mainit kaya masarap ligo ng uber lamig na tubig. hahaha. buhbye na.

missing susannapitsay.:P

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Hurray (still) for the ENGLAND team


It's so sad that they weren't able to got in the SEMI-FINALS. But I know that they did their best and they had given a loooot of effort for them to win. This year is just not for them.

I was real nervous while watching the game that I already went ballistic when Lampard and Gerrard weren't able to shoot a goal during the penalty shootout and that Ricardo wasn't even ready when it was Carragher's turn already. THAT shoul have been a goal. Beckham came off at 50+ minutes and then Rooney was sent off because he was given a red card for being so aggressive. 10 players left. No striker. No chance for a goal and I was right. Crouch replaced J. Cole and Lennon (who replaced Beckham) was substituted for Carragher who by the way is an awesome player as well. England was fighting really hard, their defense was good, their teamwork was great, and though without their team captain they had still shown their best. I was shouting and shouting during the extension game and the penalty shootout. I wanted them to win so badly. I wanted them to beat Portugal so that they would be in the SEMI-FINAL ROUND. So that they could win the World Cup BUT too bad, they failed. They cried because of soo much disappointment. A lot of England supporters did, including me. But despite what happened, we still are truly proud of you OUR (my) England team. I know that you did your very very very best and you should be considered heroes for fighting hard just so you could make your country proud. You are a great team and I believe that you'd be the World Cup winners in 4 years time. That is why, you should cheer up and still celebrate this moment. This is just a step in achieving your goal. I (we) would always be grateful for you guys.:)

oh i am such a die hard fan. congrats PORTUGAL and FRANCE. brazil didn't get in as well. awww...

Saturday, July 01, 2006

'yo beetches

I my highschool friends.
Miss them terribly. Feeling ko sobrang mature na nilang lahat. How long have I been gone? Hmmm. Unlike before na, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm, and hmmm.. Cool diba?:P Puro colleges na at puro nursing ata. C'mon guys, sundan niyo na ako dito. I-aaply ko kayo sa hospitals, PROMISE! Feeling... December, beybe. I'll be comin' home in a few months. I'll see you guys soon. I'm gon hug you all tight.. Mwah!

I need to prepare na for the England match, haha. Parang sana mamayang 4pm pa siya diba?:D Excited na ako eh. Sana makapasok sila sa SEMI-FINALS. Goooo England!! Juice, wag mo na i-cheer ung Portugal ah. England ka na lang. Pareho tayo, okay? Hahahaha.

shux, ang dami ko talagang namimiss. soooo sad:(
Aniberksters
My byutipuul and gorgeous Mechers
My 3 lovable bestfriends
Lord Dugie and Sabrina Ramatots
Sugary and spice
Arbe and Roseann
and
Cricy dearest and Ate Marla love

I love you guys talaga.. drama.