Monday, June 26, 2006

And woooopppssss

Beckam scores!

England won over Ecuador.

Next match: England vs. Portugal

adil na ako sa football. sobrang kaba talaga kahapon. salamat beckham.

Real date:June 25, 2006

Shine Jesus Shine
Fill this land with the Father's glory
Blaze Spirit, blaze.


My interview went well. They didn't ask that much questions and they were impressed sa grades ko. Haha. Feeling. Eh, mas mataas naman grading system sa 'Pinas eh. I think if you get a 70-80% here, A ka na. Wow diba? Pero syempre mahirap makakuha ng A and you'd feel real bad kapag 50. Ang babababa na kasi.;) The school was soooo far. Swear. It'd take you 2 hours to get there if you're riding a bus pero kapag tube & train naman 1 hour lang. But I don't think kaya ko 'yung travel time kaya I'm browsing the net for nearer schools. Naku talaga. Not that late pa naman.:)

I'm sooo pissed sa sister ko. Kasi she has been keeping my Mp3 the whole time that I was asking for it. Nako, nakakainis ah. Okay, hindi nagpaalam and tinago pa. And she lied pa. Wow naman, bait ah.

Someone really made me smile today and her name is Ivhory.:) Tinext niya ako kanina and akala ko talaga nakalimutan na niya ko. O.A eh noh? Wala lang, kasi nagtatampo talaga ako sakaniya eh. Everytime I text here before I don't get any reply. Pati messages sa friendster wala. Kaya I stopped sending her messages na. She wasn't even bothered if I'm still breathing or something naman, diba? Hahahaha. So it's all good na. Hindi daw kasi ako nagpaparamdam. Naku naman. Haha. Anyway, I can't wait to see her na pag-uwi ko and bibigyan ko ng ubeeeeerrr tight na hugs.:) Yey! Miss you baby!:)

England vs. Ecuador at 4pm today. Deym, I still feel bad for Owen. Swear, muntik na ako lagi umiyak.:( Hay, it's just so sad kos he might not play football forever. He might be removed from Newcastle na kasi doon sa nangyari sa kanyang ligament. Awwwww.:( Goodluck for England talaga. As much as I wanted to go to Germany so that I can watch them play and cheer for them but I totally can't. Wala pa akong VISA. Hehe. Kailangan muna akong maging Bristish Citizen and that would prolly be next year na. I can tour around Europe na and for 40 pounds lang.

"Remember how we laughed until we cry at the most stupid things like we were so high but love was all that we were on, we belong. And though the world would never understand this unlikely union and why it still stands. Someday we will be set free. Pray and believe."
Adik ako sa YOU'LL BE SAFE HERE. Ngayon ko lang siya naappreciate. This song fits our relationship. People wonder how we make this relationship work and why we still stay together. I actually don't know as well. Sobrang hirap and parang nakakasawa nadin at times pero love is there eh. This won't work if we don't love each other and if we are not trying to be strong for each other. If walang trust and faith, wala talaga. Yea, pray and believe.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

A heart-breaking news

MICHAEL Owen is out of the World Cup. The stricken striker is flying back to Newcastle this afternoon. A statement from the Football Association said: "Following his injury in last night's match with Sweden, Michael Owen had his right knee scanned today and it has now been confirmed the injury will prevent Michael playing any further part in the World Cup. "He will return to England immediately. "Newcastle United have been kept fully informed of the facts and Michael's medical care will now be managed by the club. Any further comment regarding details of the injury or further treatment will be issued by Newcastle." Owen said: "Obviously its a massive blow to suffer the injury and be out of the World Cup. As soon as it happened I knew I was in trouble. It was a major disappointment to pick up the injury so early in the game and I will go back home and work with Newcastle's medical staff to put a recovery programme in place. "I am clearly sorry to be leaving the lads in Germany but I am convinced they can go on and achieve success. I will be following all the matches very closely and giving them my full support, hopefully all the way to Berlin. "My main objective now is to get fit as quickly as possible for Newcastle." Newcastle are expected to make a statement later today. England manager Sven-Goran Eriksson said: "Michael has had terrible luck with injuries since Christmas. "I feel very sorry for him to miss out on the rest of the World Cup - its a blow to him and a big loss for the team".

Sobrang devastated talaga ako when I watched the game last Tuesday. WAAAAAHH!! Iyak na ako. MAHAL KO SI OWEN. TUNAY ITO. Wala tuloy akong ganag kumain, wala na. Wala na siya. I think he's not gonna play football for 6 months. 6 whole months!! That's bullshit! ARRRGGGHH! Naman eh. MALAKING KAWALAN. Although, I still hope na manalo ENGLAND.

I'd be scolded by the time I get home. Naku, ang laki na naman kasi ng bill ng parents ko sa cellphone. PATAAY! Patay na naman ako. Tsssk. Arrrggghh! Simula ngayon I won't text that much na. Hay.. Eh kasi naman broke talaga ako. Wala akong pambili ng credits. Kaya nga I need a job diba? Pero hindi naman ako naghahanap...

I have an interview later @ 4pm.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

My fucked-up life

Yes, pretty fucked up, huh? Or am I just making it fucked up? Haha, LABO MO TALAGA DOROTHY! (eew, dutzy na lang) I was doing a lot of thinking last night kasi I can't sleep talaga. Feeling ko sobrang meaningless ng life ko, dull and lame. I don't know why I've thought of those things. Siguro kasi I just stay at home and do nothing. Dull talaga, noh? I clean the house almost everyday and I'm getting tired na din. But if I don't do some chores naman, syempre papagalitan ako kaya inuunahan ko na. I mean doing chores is just fine with me, anyway. Nasanay na din ako. So ayun nga, I'm not having fun so not happy. I'm just 17 pero feeling ko I don't have much time anymore to do the things I really want. I don't have that much friends. Eh, I don't go out naman with my past classmates kasi I just find them, yun na yun. Maybe I won't get along with them kasi I'm looking for friends na katulad ng friends ko sa 'Pinas. I know, I know, that's kind of bad kasi namimili ako pero ganon talaga ko eh (ngayon lang, actually) kesa naman I'd go out with them and just pretend to be having fun. But then again, I know that no one can ever replace talaga my superfriends sa Philippines. So there, I want to do a lot of things nga, experience a lot tapos parang I'm pressuring myself pa to do all those things na agad so I'm just gon take Tina's advice to wait for the right time. Maybe ganito lang ako kasi I don't go to school as of the moment. Sige, sige, I'll just wait. Still pressured, though.

Interview ko na on Wednesday sa Uxbridge. Hmm... This is it. Papasok na ako and take the course that I really wanted eversince. Accountancy! Pero dapat ipasa ko muna yung interview di ba?:) And I don't know if I'd just work after that 2-year course and not go to University na but I think it'd would be nicer kapag pumasok sa UNI eh PERO gusto ko ng mag-work. Haha. Bahala na ulit. If ever I'd go to UNI pa, I'd be graduating at the age of 22. Not yet late. But if ever hindi na, I'd be working at the age of 19. Hmmm, too young. I'm pressuring myself again. I should just act cool about things kasi everything would turn out great naman if I do my best lang. STAY POSITIVE. FOCUS. LABOOOO.:P BUT I DUNNO STILL IF I'D HAVE FUN. I'M MISSING MY FRIENDS A LOT KASI EH. WAAAAAHHHH!! TOO MUCH FOR HOMESICKENESS! HEYT IT! I NEED A JOB! I NEED LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY! AND I NEED SOME LURRVVEE! HAHAHAHA. I’M GON LOOK FOR A JOB. PROMISE!!! SWEAR! 100 TIMES! I WANNA TO BUY LOTS OF THINGS. MCDO? TOPSHOP NA LANG. MISS SIXTY? SA HIGHSTREET MADAMI STORES DON. HAHAHAHA. ANG LABO KO TALAGA! AND TAGAL KONG NAWALA, PAGBIGYAN NIYO NA LANG AKO.:)

CALM CALM CALM DOWN. Finally, my mom agreed to buy us SKATES. ISN'T THAT JUST GREAT? Well sana totoo na talaga. Parang ewan kasi si MAMA minsan noh. MALABO kaya NAKAKAINIS. Pero sana totoo na nga talaga. KASI I WANNA SKATE NA SA PARK EVERYDAY. Yipee! I kind of forgot narin how kaya I need some practice. Want to do a lot of productive things this summer na talaga. AYAN, I'M STAYING POSITIVE NA TALAGA. TENNIS. ROCK CLIMBING. AND MANY MORE. NEW HOBBIES.

MALABO DIN LABLYP KO. Kasi naman sinabi ko sa kanya na I'm not happy anymore pero I wasn't referring to US. So akala niya nga ganon ganon. Tapos I'm too young pa daw and gusto niya mag-grow daw ako and all. Tska madami pa daw ako makikilala and magugustuhan. SO MALABO TALAGA DIBA? Hindi ko pa siya nakakausap ng maayos eh. Tinulugan ko na lang kagabi, badtrip eh. PARANG NAKIKIPAG-BREAK. Eh siya na nga lang 'yung reason kung bakit okay pa ako eh. HAHA! Exaggge.:P Pero siguro ako rin may fault kung bakit niya 'yun nasabi. HMMM..

ENGLAND vs. SWEDEN mayang 8pm. I'm so obsessed na kay OWEN. PRAMIS! LOVE KO SIYA. HE'S SO GOOD AND SO GWAPO AND SOOOO PAMATAY. SANA MANALO SILA. OH PLEASE OWEN, MAKA-GOAL KA SANA. FOR ME? PAPAKASALAN KITA KAPAG NAKA-GOAL KA.:P OH DEYMIT DUTZY!

PARANG ANG HIGH KO ATA..

PEOPLE, ADD MY MULTIPLY ACCOUNT OR JUST LEAVE YOUR MULTIPLY ADD TAPOS I-AADD KO KAYO. OKAY?:)

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Zhorrey people

Sira pa kompyuter namin kaya medyo tinatamad-tamad na akong lumabas para lang mag-net. Ayon.:) Don't wanna make kwento about my oh so boring life here in London. Baka maayos na bukas or hopefully mamaya kaya popost na lang ako agad. Punta kami park tomorrow after the basketball game, celebration ng birthday ni Diane. BBQ party and laro laro ng badminton. Sobrang INIT na dito, nakakasunog. Lalabas na naman ang tunay kong kulay. HAHAHAHAHA. Anyway, badtrip ako these past few days. Daming gumugulo sa isip ko. Puro kadramahan na naman, haha. Kakasawa. I'm trying to have fun naman eh.:) Hoping lang na maging okay na si Sabrina. Tssk, I'm worried. Kasi naman ang pagmamahal talaga oh ay problema. Labo. May fever si Josh.. Baka tubuan na siya ng ngipin pero kawawa naman PERO gwapo at kyut padin. Yehey!

Yun lang. Thank you sa mga bumisita!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Salamat at tapos na ang away.

Salamat at sa wakas ay okay na tayong dalawa.

Mahal kita.

Mahal na mahal at alam kong ganon din ang nararamadaman mo

pero

hindi mo parin maiaalis sa akin ang

takot.

hoo, bahala na.

ishouldnotbethreatened, ya know? pero ang labo ko eh.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Sapphire and faded jeans...

I hope I get my dreams :)

Wow, June na. Time flies sooooooo fast talaga. Belated Happy Birthday pala Danielle Franz Tecson, Sarah Tungol and Vivette Escueta. :) And HELLO HELLO kay Ruby Ann Carpio a.k.a Sugar. Hahaha. I miss you.

It's been a long time since I last posted an entry. No net parin sa house eh pero baka sa June 7 magkaroon na so more tim for me to do my blog rounds. Yipee. Goodie goodie goodie. Justine, I'm gon answer the survey thing next next time. Hehe. Bianca, change ko link mo next time. Oh, I love your new layout pala. At sa mga ibang dumaan: Kevin, PartTimeModel, Axis, Karla, Super Adz, Patty & Jami (I'll put you in my links, ha?) SALAMAT :) Hehe.

Big Brother started here na nga pala. And I've been watching a lot of it lately but I'm not addicted to it, though. Haha, corny nga eh. I loved George but too bad because he left the house last Wednesday ata. So gwapo pa naman. Ang gusto ko talaga i-watch ay PBB. We don't have TFC kasi eh, kaya iyon. Pero oks lang.:D

I wasn't able to watch DA VINCI CODE yet. Can you all believe that? Arrrggghh. Sobrang gusto ko na talaga mapanood.:( We were supposed to watch that movie kasi last Tuesday pero X-men 3 na lang but I never regretted watching X-men 3 naman kasi sobrang natripan ko. The movie was totally cool talaga. Haven't seen X-men 1&2 pa nga lang. Hehe. Basta, Da Vinci Code talaga. Is that movie nice ba? Some reviews say that the movie's rubbish eh. Hmm, let's see.

I love Corinne Bailey.
I love McFlurry Yorkie (for boys only), loko talaga.
I love Wolverine (teka, bakit hindi yellow yung costume niya?) Haha!
I love bro Josh cause he's such a sweety. :D
I love my soulmate. (haha, asa)
and most of all
I love my loves:) (corny *wink*)

On Sunday, Judgement Day sa basketball. If natalo sina Papa, out na sila sa competition. Haha, kakatawa. Pero goodluck padin sa kanilang lahat. And after that, birthday party ni Tita Arcel. I hope my Dad will allow me to drink. Mukhang ayaw ko nadin.

Happy happy on Sunday. !!!

"I'm living in a world where no one really understands what I feel."