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"JOSH DOMINIC"dedication on Sunday, 30th of April 2006You're all invited. :DPerrty all night..

And oh, I'm gon take pictures all night para pixhurs sharing. :D
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Ayaw na aral..

I haven't been studying that hard at all. I dunno what's happening to me. It's like I already got tired with everything especially with my studies. Hay, but I know that I have to do good kos it's for my future and shiz. Pero I dunno.:/ So tiring lang talaga. I'm doing the same thing everyday. Hmm, if I do study naman parang walang pumapasok sa utak ko. I even go to the library pa nga just so I could concentrate pero wala parin. Arrgh. What the hell is happening to me? I wasn't like this before. I know I'm better than this pero bakit ganon? Tssk.

Maybe because of Internet shiz and all.Oh, I should stop using the net muna and revise instead. HAYYYYY. I need to read my books from cover to cover and understand every single word of them.

PHYSICS. BIO. MATHS.

For what ba yang Physics and Bio na iyan. Eh, I wanna take Accountacy nga. Nako.

Basta, starting from Monday all I'm gon do is revise. And I should like make a timetable na kos it'd be helpful din. After class go straight sa library for hours.

hoo.

I promise that I'd try my best to study hard na just so I could get high marks sa exams on June. I'm gon work hard talaga. kahit D lang eh, okay na.

oh my.

Revision classes

I'm here sa Net Cafe na naman, near my sisters' school. Hmm. Wala lang. Not yet fixed pa kasi yung net sa haws eh. So yun. Hay, nakakainggit kos Suzi was with you awhile ago. Ay nako. Hmmmpf. Pero aliw din naman kahit papano.

Anyway, I met up with my mom and kapatids yesterday sa Debenhams. And oh yeah, I bought clothes para sa dedication ni Josh on Sunday. Finally, mabibinyagan narin yung bro ko. And I know na super daming visitors ang dadating. Perrty na naman. Errk. Parang. Hmm, I hope though that I'd enjoy kahit papano. Kaya lang, my dad's team has a game in the morning and too bad kos he won't be able to play. Sayang talaga. Edi walang cheer. Hindi ako makakapagcheer. Hahaha. Sana manalo sila.

Ayon ayon. :)

Until May 19 na lang pala class ko and I'd just go back sa school for my exams. So May 24, June 5-9 lang. Pero after exams kailangan partin pumasok kasi we're gon start for A2 na. Nako naman. Todo revise talaga dapat. Pero parang malabo ata.:(

THE DOOTZEY hearts THE YOU. :))

Desperado?

Haynako, I look so desperado tuloy. Hahahaha. But it just makes me laugh, though.:)

Oh yeah, I am a crazy, crazy, crazy girl. *wink*

Should I stop this craziness na kaya? Hmmm. No, na lang. I'm still enjoying it, beybe! *booogsh*

And I love you, I love you, I love youuuuuuu!!!

Yey, palakpak. :D

Reply na kaw kasi eh.. Haha!:)
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da vinci code = may 19 = happiness. :)

I want you.

..and all I want right now is someone who would hug me tight and tell me that everything's gonna be okay and that I not need to worry about anything.. anymore.

Hoo. :D I finally got to talk to my cousins already, especially si Suzi. Wala lang, kind of happy lang kasi tagal narin talagang walang usap. Ayon. And oh, kabila kabila talaga. As in suppeerrr. Haha, funny.:D It's so nice to be updated about their lives kasi eh. Kwento doon, kwento diyan. Kahit na tipong puro kalokohan lang most of the time, astig padin. Aniberksters talaga oh.:D Suzi and I weren't able to talk and share abuot things nga lang, walang privacy eh.:P Haha. Kaya I'd call her this Saturday and makikipagchikahan naman ako.:) Oh, I miss her so so so much. Syempre not just her diba? :)

It was totally heartbreaking when I left the Philippines about a year ago. Tipong now lang talaga ako nahiwalay from Suzi and sa cousins ko. So yun. The trippings are gone na lalo na during weekends and dami pa. Hay, sometimes I don't wanna think about the things that might be happening right now if I was staying there in the Philippines kos they depress me a lot but I can't help myself so I just daydream about them.

Hayon, Saturday na nga lang. :)

the Wevar.

Alam mo buti na lang nagkakasundo padin tayo kahit na super magkalayo. We don't fight that much anymore. And kung nag-away man tayo, dahil lang sakin. (hehe) We're kind of handling this situation well. We understand each other more and though we don't talk every second of the day like most people do, okay pa din. Galing diba?

Hmm, syempre at times I can't help but think na I might just wake up one day at wala ka na pala sakin. Hirap nun ah. Ang hirap maging strong especially when you're just pretending, well for infact, your heart's already crying out loud for so much pain. Ewan ko. Ang labo. :D

Hoo.

I love you na lang. Yes, sobra. Maybe that was all I really wanted to say.

WEvar.

shooting stars

Suffering for not being with you.

Wanting pain to end.

Losing hope.

oh where the hell is my shooting star??

Half term

Time for me to make a new entry. Tagal na ah.

Sira parin net sa house eh. Hayon, so I'm here sa library and 36 mins. na lang kaya I better type fast.

Last Sunday, April 16, nanalo sa basketball game yung dad ko and the team. Todo cheer talaga kami eh.:D Hehe. So yun. My dad is super galing pala in playing basketball. Hanga talaga ko. Hoo, basta. Galing. Kaya palakpak para sakanya. Umm, he's 40 years old na pero tsumatsmaba parin sa pag-shoot.:D Wala lang.

Boring yung half term. Sobra. The 1st week was kind of great kos pumunta kaming Kent sa house nina Tita Tina and Tita Joy. Diba diba? Ayon nga. And the 2nd week was so whaevar. Supper boring kasi eh walang masyadong magawa. Malamang. Haha.:D Nag-watch lang ng movie kina Terence: Fantastic Four and Coach Carter. Tapos ng sleepover sila sa house tapos ewan ko na wala na akong maalala. Hehe.:P

Back to school na naman.:( Ayaw ko na. Nabobobo na ako sa lahat ng pinag-aaralan ko. Arggh. Lalo na Physics. Haha. Stats is quite confusing kaya ayaw ko din don. Goodluck na lang sa akin sa exams. I didn't revise at all during the break. Tamad eh. Literal na hindi ako nag-open ng books.:D

I finally got to watch Elizabethtown. Sooooo great. Swear. Kaya you people must watch it ha if it's showing there na sa 'Pinas kasi sobrang ganda talaga ng story eh.:D Hehe. And War of the Worlds din and Into the Blue. Nag-rent kami ng DVDs last night eh. At broke ako kasi nag-half kami sa fine ng late DVDs. It was £18 all in all. Grabe talaga. 1,800 pesos para lang sa fine sa DVDs. Nakakabaliw. At eto pa, may fine akong £11 sa books sa library. Iyak na ko kos I have to pay a lot of debts at wala talaga akong pera. Kaya I have to work na talaga buti na lang sa summer, meron na.:D And I have to spend less for call cards and credits.:(

Hmm, I'm quite good naman ngayon. Mejo okay yung things kahit mahirap kasi for so many reasons. Minsan kasi ang labo labo na eh.:( Pero at least we're kind of coping. I can't really wait na. I want the pain and sadness to end na. I want to be with you so that I could hug you and kiss you already and just simply be with you. HAAAAYYYY.
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People, once na nafix yung net sa house I'd put the links back and visit them as well. Promise talaga.:D

Belated Happy Easter pala.

Hindi ko nga na-feel yung Holy Week eh..

drama mode

masakit pero wala akong magagawa.

tatahimik na lang ako.

hindi magrereklamo.

hay.

kahit anong mangyari, mamahalin padin kita.

friends forever

It's a bit hard when you're too attached with a person because you don't know if they'd be in your life permanently. You can't stop yourself from thinking that you might wake up one day realizing that they are already gone and you just can't be assured that they're gon be with you forever although you sooo wanted them to. And that's when you get hurt a lot and be numb until you can't do anything about things anymore. Hmm, I don't have that much friends. I mean, uhmm, that much close friends. And I admit that I don't get myself too attached to them at first and it's all because of the fear of being left behind, of being left alone. But then I've realized in time that if you really consider a person as a real friend then you wouldn't have to worry about anything. Because a real friend is the one who never leaves you behind. You don't even have to find assurance of her not living you kos you would just know and feel in your heart that she's just gon be there. Just there.

I might not get the chance to communicate with my bestfriends that often but I know that they know that I'm always gon be here for them. Until forever.:)

flooding bigtime

oh fuck.

don't flood, okay?
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and someone stole my ipod,

like 2 weeks ago.

totally missing it.

i might suddenly be a killer.

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Kent

We're currently watching Open Water. Gawd, suspense. Sobra. I'm imagining myself in the place of the woman and feeling ko hindi ako makakatagal sa sobrang takot. Yes, duwag ako.:)

Anyway, we're here in Kent right now. Tita Tina's and Tita Joy's sozzy house. Haha. And we're gon go shopphing tomorrow. Yeyyeyyeyyeyeyey:) Mura lang kasi dito eh, bargain price. So more or less madami akong mabibili. Pagdasal na lang natin. Hoo.:P

Half term and I have to enjoy it. Rest a lot. Revise din. Tssk.:)

No internet sa house kaya super great kos may net here and I get to update my blog and I finally changed my URL na and (again) moved to blogspot. I haven't fixed my page yet, though. Maybe tomorrow kos we'd prolly go home on Monday pa.:) Waiting for Next's sale. Sandals sandals sandals.

Andami kong kwento eh. Hmm, mej lang. We went swimming last Monday. Crap kos I'm not even good in swimming and it even looked like I don't know how to swim. Haha, at takot talaga ko sa malalalim kos feeling ko I'd get drowned. Can't make sabay to them tuloy.:( Awww. Oh well. It's just so funny kos I took swimming lessons when I was like 7 or 8. Basta, but I stopped after quite sometime. Takot nga eh.:P

Random eh noh?:)

I will update the links tomorrow. Hmm, maglalagay pa ba kong links? Bahala na. Mej, ang hirap eh.

Oh, summer na in 2 months time and I already have the schedule for my exams pala. On May something: Practical Exam sa Physics and Stats Exam. And June something again, sorry but I don't know the exact date.. Biology and Maths. Mej nag-revise na ako sa Maths kos of the Residentials last March. Helpful nga kos they gave us a lot of revision papers and the answers and solutions were there. Bio and Physics na lang. Oh help me God. I'm gon die. Ang hirap kasi you have to study the whole book. Tssk, 4 na books yung ah.:(

Belated Happy Birthdays:

Lyra (March 31)
Marga (April 4)

Sorry if I wasn't able to greet you guys, our net's fucked up nga. Gon make you a testimonial later. Mwah!:*

Advance Happy Birthdays:

Ate Jehan (April 11)
Cricy (April 12)
My Kuya, mwah.:) (April 12)
Mama Diding (April 23)
Ate Aleli (April 23)

Datchol for now, beybe!:*

back home

Wow.:D Balik blogspot na naman. Not that I got tired of blogdrive but I guess I just want to change my url. Basta, labo.:)Sira net sa haws kaya malungkot at boring. Tssk.:D But it's quite aliw kos I've realized that I can live a day without internet.:)

1 more minute left. Too bad.:(