No, wag niyo laging isipin na kayo lagi ang tama. Wag na kayong manumbat.
At oo, I can take care of myself na. Kayang kaya ko na ang sarili ko. Just wait 'till I get a job. I won't definitely ask for anything anymore. Sabagay, I don't ask too much naman.
Whenever we try to explain/defend our side, isa lang ang nasa isip niyo and that is we haven't got respect for you. Mali bang for once we'd stand up for what we believe in? And pwede bang for once you'd lower your pride and just accept that you are the ones who are wrong. Ewan ko. I don't get myself too affected at times. Iniignore ko na lang but this time it's too much. It's fucking too much already. We do whatever you ask us to do naman.
Bahala na kayo. I won't really care this time na. As. in. I. don't. care. BIG. TIME.
And you, you are soooo getting on my nerves. You are the most hypocritical person ever!! Ang papel mo masyado. Nakakainis. Hindi na nga pinapansin at nananahimik na nga eh pero wala, inoopen mo pa din. Eh anong point mo? Tss.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Monday, February 19, 2007
S.
Awww.. I've missed you and I only got to realize it now. Grabe, I was actually sobrang nagtatampo cos you didn't greet me nung birthday ko pero you texted me pala. Bad thing is, you were texting the wrong number the whole time. Buti na lang I had the courage to ask you myself in IM. I mean, I was mad at you for the "thing" that you have done and for hurting someone I care about. As in big time talaga but I had finally got to let go of my grudge against you.
I thought I knew you all along but you've changed and I didn't like the person you've had become but I know though that I am still going to love the new you because it simply is you.
& I don't want to feel the pain of losing an amazing friend like you.
We're finally getting back on track again. :))
Hindi ka sanay, alam ko. Drama. Pero ewan ko sa'yo! Hahahahaha :P
I thought I knew you all along but you've changed and I didn't like the person you've had become but I know though that I am still going to love the new you because it simply is you.
& I don't want to feel the pain of losing an amazing friend like you.
We're finally getting back on track again. :))
Hindi ka sanay, alam ko. Drama. Pero ewan ko sa'yo! Hahahahaha :P
Friday, February 16, 2007
best "F*CK" friend
hahahahahahaha! yes, you are my best "f*ck" friend you crazy byotch. i love you!!
ooopsss, cut my hair short (well, si diane 'yung pinaggupit ko hehe). finally. it's much nicer now :P
can't access the MSKM episodes in you tube. shit talaga. i so want to watch it na.
OF COURSE, shopping! pucha, sshopping talaga tayo. & since i'm not the one who's gonna pay for my shopping expenses.. okaaaay lang. hahahahaha. naging makapal masyado.
ang high ko..
ooopsss, cut my hair short (well, si diane 'yung pinaggupit ko hehe). finally. it's much nicer now :P
can't access the MSKM episodes in you tube. shit talaga. i so want to watch it na.
OF COURSE, shopping! pucha, sshopping talaga tayo. & since i'm not the one who's gonna pay for my shopping expenses.. okaaaay lang. hahahahaha. naging makapal masyado.
ang high ko..
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Rob Galleria
I always answer you vaguely whenever you ask me why I ditched you that day; why I left you hanging and just went out with my friends instead although you were the one I promised that I'd go out with. I didn't actually know what I was thinking that time. I got so scared and tensed cos I guess deep in my heart I knew that you were going to ask me to be yours. Of course, I didn't want to assume or anything but I felt that that was the "time". So weird, isn't it? That was the day that I had been all waiting for forever but then I ignored it, I ignored you and walked away and until now I still quite feel guilty about it and I guess that's the reason why I'm justifying for myself right now for me to able to let go somehow. I want to JUST let IT go..
That was yet the worst I felt that time ever, I kept on blaming myself the whole time I was out with them. I was literally crying my heart out while they were picking out things to buy. Why did I become so dumb? My bestfriend told me that I should just let it go cos it was clearly my fault but of course, I couldn't. I just couldn't. Can't believe that I chose that stupid Galleria over a special time with you.
You got mad at me, real mad. And I didn't know how I'd make it up with you because I knew that sorry wasn't just enough. You told me that maybe we weren't really meant to be together and so I was right, you were really supposed to ask me that time already. My heart had been like stabbed a million times hearing you say those words. I kept on winning you back then but you just had always turned me down. I knew that I deserved that cold-ice treatment.
I wanted to give up already because I felt that you didn't want me anymore, that you and me was never gonna happen. I was falling apart but then you came and saved me. I never felt more alive in my whole life.
That was the start of something new. You forgave and tried to understand me. And then I knew that it was really you I wanted to be with for a lifetime.
HMMM, I probably should tell you about all this now.
That was yet the worst I felt that time ever, I kept on blaming myself the whole time I was out with them. I was literally crying my heart out while they were picking out things to buy. Why did I become so dumb? My bestfriend told me that I should just let it go cos it was clearly my fault but of course, I couldn't. I just couldn't. Can't believe that I chose that stupid Galleria over a special time with you.
You got mad at me, real mad. And I didn't know how I'd make it up with you because I knew that sorry wasn't just enough. You told me that maybe we weren't really meant to be together and so I was right, you were really supposed to ask me that time already. My heart had been like stabbed a million times hearing you say those words. I kept on winning you back then but you just had always turned me down. I knew that I deserved that cold-ice treatment.
I wanted to give up already because I felt that you didn't want me anymore, that you and me was never gonna happen. I was falling apart but then you came and saved me. I never felt more alive in my whole life.
That was the start of something new. You forgave and tried to understand me. And then I knew that it was really you I wanted to be with for a lifetime.
HMMM, I probably should tell you about all this now.
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