Change is inevitable

Suzi and I were chatting awhile ago and she told me na a lot of things has changed na with our clan. Na this cousin of mine isn't that close anymore with the other one because of sooobrang chismis, back-biting and stuff. And that ang daming nagsusumbong about this certain person kasi she's nakikipagmeet with someone na hindi trip ng family namin. Well, asar ako supeer and at the same time I don't really care just because. I mean, naging problem nadin 'yan before na we were not allowed to meet some friends dahil lang hindi gusto. Nakipag-away pa nga ako sa Tito ko para lang i-explain na you shouldn't just stick with your cousins, na hindi naman masama for us to find new friends. And they don't understand kasi they don't like us being friends with "tibos". In short, they hate "tibos". TSSSSS. BAD BAD BAD. And ehhrm, hello hindi niyo dapat piliin kung sino yung magiging friends namin and all. Haha, oh well. They're just like that. So noooot open-minded, soooo makaluma and soooo nakakainis.

My cousins and I were just like together always before kasi magkakalapit lang yung house namin and all. But they kind of pissed me off as well. They're just too kitid and judgemental. Ewan ko ba. Well, Suzi is my only best bud. Don't get me wrong ahh but all of them are nice people naman kasoo minsan they don't think first before they say something. They judge a person by their looks and just because a person is gay, ayaw na nila. Well, they got mad at me for still meeting with my tibo friends before. How pathetic. Syempre, nagpakapride ako kasi I know that I wasn't doing anything wrong. Meeting my tibo friends isn't a bad thing :) If they can't accept who my friends are, I don't really care :)

Hay cousins, it's just sad cos I think all of us have grown apart :( But yeah, we'll get there. I just know.

ANYWAY...

Hey, thank you for still sticking around. You don't know how much that means to me. You don't know how happy you have had made me for the past two years. I am just simply ecstaaaatic :)

Grabe, hindi mo talaga ako iniiwan even though everything has been like hell. I am lucky for having someone like you :)

YEY!

Shopping with Trish tomorrow. We just don't know where to go yet. Haha :) Oh and yeah, belate happy burrffday pala sa kaniya :) Love love.