Yes, pretty fucked up, huh? Or am I just making it fucked up? Haha, LABO MO TALAGA DOROTHY! (eew, dutzy na lang) I was doing a lot of thinking last night kasi I can't sleep talaga. Feeling ko sobrang meaningless ng life ko, dull and lame. I don't know why I've thought of those things. Siguro kasi I just stay at home and do nothing. Dull talaga, noh? I clean the house almost everyday and I'm getting tired na din. But if I don't do some chores naman, syempre papagalitan ako kaya inuunahan ko na. I mean doing chores is just fine with me, anyway. Nasanay na din ako. So ayun nga, I'm not having fun so not happy. I'm just 17 pero feeling ko I don't have much time anymore to do the things I really want. I don't have that much friends. Eh, I don't go out naman with my past classmates kasi I just find them, yun na yun. Maybe I won't get along with them kasi I'm looking for friends na katulad ng friends ko sa 'Pinas. I know, I know, that's kind of bad kasi namimili ako pero ganon talaga ko eh (ngayon lang, actually) kesa naman I'd go out with them and just pretend to be having fun. But then again, I know that no one can ever replace talaga my superfriends sa Philippines. So there, I want to do a lot of things nga, experience a lot tapos parang I'm pressuring myself pa to do all those things na agad so I'm just gon take Tina's advice to wait for the right time. Maybe ganito lang ako kasi I don't go to school as of the moment. Sige, sige, I'll just wait. Still pressured, though.
Interview ko na on Wednesday sa Uxbridge. Hmm... This is it. Papasok na ako and take the course that I really wanted eversince. Accountancy! Pero dapat ipasa ko muna yung interview di ba?:) And I don't know if I'd just work after that 2-year course and not go to University na but I think it'd would be nicer kapag pumasok sa UNI eh PERO gusto ko ng mag-work. Haha. Bahala na ulit. If ever I'd go to UNI pa, I'd be graduating at the age of 22. Not yet late. But if ever hindi na, I'd be working at the age of 19. Hmmm, too young. I'm pressuring myself again. I should just act cool about things kasi everything would turn out great naman if I do my best lang. STAY POSITIVE. FOCUS. LABOOOO.:P BUT I DUNNO STILL IF I'D HAVE FUN. I'M MISSING MY FRIENDS A LOT KASI EH. WAAAAAHHHH!! TOO MUCH FOR HOMESICKENESS! HEYT IT! I NEED A JOB! I NEED LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY! AND I NEED SOME LURRVVEE! HAHAHAHA. I’M GON LOOK FOR A JOB. PROMISE!!! SWEAR! 100 TIMES! I WANNA TO BUY LOTS OF THINGS. MCDO? TOPSHOP NA LANG. MISS SIXTY? SA HIGHSTREET MADAMI STORES DON. HAHAHAHA. ANG LABO KO TALAGA! AND TAGAL KONG NAWALA, PAGBIGYAN NIYO NA LANG AKO.:)
CALM CALM CALM DOWN. Finally, my mom agreed to buy us SKATES. ISN'T THAT JUST GREAT? Well sana totoo na talaga. Parang ewan kasi si MAMA minsan noh. MALABO kaya NAKAKAINIS. Pero sana totoo na nga talaga. KASI I WANNA SKATE NA SA PARK EVERYDAY. Yipee! I kind of forgot narin how kaya I need some practice. Want to do a lot of productive things this summer na talaga. AYAN, I'M STAYING POSITIVE NA TALAGA. TENNIS. ROCK CLIMBING. AND MANY MORE. NEW HOBBIES.
MALABO DIN LABLYP KO. Kasi naman sinabi ko sa kanya na I'm not happy anymore pero I wasn't referring to US. So akala niya nga ganon ganon. Tapos I'm too young pa daw and gusto niya mag-grow daw ako and all. Tska madami pa daw ako makikilala and magugustuhan. SO MALABO TALAGA DIBA? Hindi ko pa siya nakakausap ng maayos eh. Tinulugan ko na lang kagabi, badtrip eh. PARANG NAKIKIPAG-BREAK. Eh siya na nga lang 'yung reason kung bakit okay pa ako eh. HAHA! Exaggge.:P Pero siguro ako rin may fault kung bakit niya 'yun nasabi. HMMM..
ENGLAND vs. SWEDEN mayang 8pm. I'm so obsessed na kay OWEN. PRAMIS! LOVE KO SIYA. HE'S SO GOOD AND SO GWAPO AND SOOOO PAMATAY. SANA MANALO SILA. OH PLEASE OWEN, MAKA-GOAL KA SANA. FOR ME? PAPAKASALAN KITA KAPAG NAKA-GOAL KA.:P OH DEYMIT DUTZY!
PARANG ANG HIGH KO ATA..
PEOPLE, ADD MY MULTIPLY ACCOUNT OR JUST LEAVE YOUR MULTIPLY ADD TAPOS I-AADD KO KAYO. OKAY?:)
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