miss my bestfriend mae :)

Hey, I know you'd probably be reading this by tomorrow. Yikee, wala lang. Just want you to know lang na I soooooo miss you na. I hope you're doing fine kahit wala ako (haha). I believe that you're strong enough to handle all your problems naman eh, I know na makakayanan mo lahat. Basta, andito parin naman ako for you eh. Hmm, swear I'm gonna call you and make chikkas by the time I got to buy a card. As in super promise talaga. Hehe. Dami ko ng utang sa'yo eh, nakakahiya tuloy. My Mae, I kind of think na I haven't been a "best" friend lately and it just makes me sad kasi I wasn't able to help you get through with your problems but then again, I know nga na kaya mo pero di ba? I told you naman na babawi talaga ako by the time na nakauwi ako. Okay?:D I love you soooo much!:*

frickin' universities
Hahaha. Oh yeah!:P Badtrip talaga kasi bawal pala talaga ng walang A-levels. They have this certain qualifications kasi. So ayon, edi wala ng pag-asa. Pero I got find a school na naman. AAT nga lang. And I still asked them if I can like proceed to UNI after that 2-year course, still waiting for their reply. NAMAN. NAMAN. NAMAN EH! I kind of expected it na naman din so hindi masyadong disappointed. Baka sa UXBRIDGE na lang ako. They sent me this letter na telling me that they already received my application for so I just have to wait for the date of my interview, baka sa Summer or Spring. WOW, NEW SCHOOL. :) Hmm, pero hindi ko muna iyon masyadong iisipin kasi baka hindi nila ako tanggapin. Hahaha.:P

THANK YOU GUYS SA MGA GOODLUCKS.

WORLD CUP NA. GO ENGLAND!!

you just don't stop, do you?

Okay, you keep on telling these people that I like this person pero ikaw naman pala may gusto sa kaniya. Hmm, actually ang funny nga eh (haha). ANG GALING KO TALAGA. SABI KO NA NGA BA. BRAVO PARA SA AKIN, SAMAHAN PA NATIN NG PALAKPAK. *apir* Seriously, it may look that I like him, but I really don't so please stop blabbing and blabbing and blabbing. Eh ikaw nga may gusto di ba?:) Hehe. Don't worry I won't get in the way naman. I just want you to stop lang talaga kasi it kinds of annoy me eh. Look, you don't want people talking behind your back and telling lies about you naman din diba? And I am soooo not jealous and won't ever be. I don't really give a damn if he asks for your number or something, kaya tama na ang pag-iisip ng mga ganon. Goodluck na lang sa pagka-"crush" mo sa kaniya. Suportahan pa kita.

Oh, even though sobrang badtrip na ako sa'yo because you're just being too bitchy at times and you don't have any respect for me.. I still won't hate you because I'd be just wasting my time then. Kaya, peace tayo.:) I know somehow fault ko din kaya tayo nag-aaway kasi wala ako sa mood and all and I'm sorry pero have a little respect naman. Pero kung mahirap talaga (hmmm), eh di mahirap. (LABO!) Don't blame me for everything and wala akong ginawa sa'yo and I'm soooo over na doon sa nangyari before. I actually just laugh at it everytime it crosses my mind. As in super talaga.

So iyon nga, I won't get in between naman eh. Hindi na ulit:P (I never did naman talaga) Natutuwa lang ako kasi TAMA PALA TALAGA AKO. HAHA! Okay, stop now.:P Hmm, hilig mo pala talaga sa matatanda. Oh well, age doesn't matter naman.:D

ANYWAY, REGARDING THE UNIVERSITY THING.. Kailangan pala talaga may A-levels. BADTRIP SILA! BADTRIP. But I'm still waiting for the reply, though. Baka/sana i-consider nila ako. If not, I'd just take the AAT thing for 2 years then UNIVERSITY for 3 years. Oh mehn, 5 whole years akong mag-aaral??????????

hindi naman masamang mangarap

Hmmm, so there nga. I quitted my school because there's no point of me still being there kasi wala na ngang Maths. Of course, my parents got mad at me. Pero at least, my Mom and I are quite okay already. My dad doesn't talk to me at all. Oh well, I deserve it naman talaga. Anyway, I'm looking for a new school nga. And gonna take Accountancy. I currently submitted an Application (online) here, and inquired here. I don't know if they're going to accept me because I didn't have A-levels eh kailangan dito may ganon eh. Pero I graduated from Highschool naman so baka i-consider pa nila. I hope so talaga. If papayagan ako, doon sa pangalawa baka doon na lang ako.:D Ay nako, sana talaga. Kasi I chose this course na eh BA (Hons) Business Management - Professional Accounting, parang ang bongga masyado kaya feeling ko mahirap. Tssk, lalo na kung walang A-levels. Hay.:( I'm still keeping my hopes high, though. Oh pray for me.. This would be a way for me to straigten out my life. Please, kahit sa 2nd lang.

Haha. Desperado, oo na. Kasi if doon lang ako sa first pwede, parang ewan. I mean, okay lang kasi Accounting parin kaso parang iba ata. AAT kasi yung tawag eh parang practice lang and all pero at least diba? E 2-year course lang iyon so after nun, I can proceed na sa Apprenticeship and kind of have a job na. Pero iba parin. Hassle talaga.

I was browsing through the site of Cambridge and Oxford, and syempre I kind of think na astig kung doon ako mag-aaral pero syempre diba, parang hmmmm... Haha, basta. And I don't have A-levels right? Pero eto oh:

I haven't got A-levels - can I apply?
Generally, you need to have, or expect to obtain, qualifications equivalent to three full A-levels. However, students from all over the world apply to Oxford and from a wide variety of educational backgrounds, and colleges are experienced in assisting applicants with a range of qualifications. If you are in any doubt, it is best to speak to the Oxford Colleges Admissions Office or to the Tutor for Admissions at your college of preference.

So bahala na si Batman. I might try but it would be too impossible, I think.

MY LOVE :)

HOT HOT HOT :) Oh shit, inlab talaga ako kay Wentworth!

Okay, okay, okay. Watch Prison Break na lang. :D

Hmmm. Thank you Guys sa pag-visit padin ng blog ko.:P Umm, gonna bloghop na lang if I have more time. I'm kind of busy kasi looking for a new school eh. Basta, long story.

Kisses sa inyo!:*

freak

I'm gonna fail Maths. I swear.
Nag-maths pa ako. Bobo pala talaga ako don. Hahaha. Tapos I want to be an Accountant pa. Hmm, sana I didn't go to school na lang. I should have just trained for Accountancy. Hahaha. Kung pwede lang sana, ayon na lang ginawa ko. 'Coz I know na all of the things na pinag-aaralan at tinuturo ng teacher ko ay hindi naman kailangan. Siguro if you know how to do simple Maths lang, okay ka na. Hmm, bahala na. I will still review later pero BAHALA NA TALAGA bukas. It's just MOCKS anyway. But kapag hindi ko napasa 'yun: BYE BYE MATHS. My teacher's gonna take me off the course. HELLO NAMAN SAKANILA!

Don't care about Physics anymore.
Yep yep yep. You read that right. I don't care if I don't pass that stupid and devastating subject. Anyway, I don't think I need it for my Accountacy course. naman eh. Pero sige, for my parents, I WILL try to understand and put to mind every fuckin' word of that fuckin' subject. Nako, ano na lang matitira sa akin kapag hindi ko naipasa ang Physics at Math? Haha, pessimist talaga.

BIOLOGY.
Isa pa iyan. I don't find it hard naman. Infact, iyan nga ang pinakamadali sa lahat. Mahirap lang magmemorize. PERO hindi ko naman siguro kailangan din iyan. Diba? Kasi naman ang nanay ko, gusto akong mag-NURSING. Kaya ayan ang mga subjects ko. Eh aba, hindi na nga tumatanggap ng mga nurses dito sa U.K dahil kulang sa budget ang NHS. Nako naman talaga. Kaya kayo mga ineng, totoy.. Wag na mag-nursing. Hahahaha.:P

Hmm, ayon lang naman ang tungkol sa aking pag-aaral. Goodluck na lang talaga. Sana mabuhay pa ako after ng exams. Hahaha. Baka sumuko na lang ako bigla.:P

THANK YOU JUSTINE FOR THE HEADER.:) Super. Hindi ko magamit yung ginawa ni CAMSH na super bongga din eh. PERO THANK YOU DIN! MWAH MWAH MWAH sa inyong dalawa. YIPEE!

I don't think I'd be blogging this week. SYEMPRE MAG-AARAL NA NAMAN!! Nakakatamad at nakakaloka na.

Ay too bad, my dad and his team lost the basketball game awhile ago. Let's pray na they would get in the championship. HAHAHAHA. AS IF! Pero magagaling sila no, KAHIT PAPANO AT KAHIT PURO MATATANDA NA! 3 lang kasi yung bata pa don eh. Kaya ayon. PERO SYEMPRE THE BEST ANG CHELSEA. WOHHHOOOO! cheer cheer. GOOOOOOOOOO CHELSSEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAA!

I'm inlove with a POSTMAN

PM: "Everytime I come along, you seem to catch me. ." (smile smile)

M: starstrucked by his smile.

*kilig* *kilig* Oh gawd (hahahaha)

OOOPPSSS. Baka may magalit. Joke lang. Peace tayo, lab. :P Nyahaha.

Buff, man. :D

Anyway, I will make a better post later. :) Comment kayo guys!

Gimmeee looooooooovvvvvvee!

LUURRVVEE.

I've got Haloscan already kasi sabi ni Kevin mas maganda daw. Okay, okay. Tingnan natin. Hehe.:P

"What if either one of us fall out of love and then we ended breaking up? What are you gonna do? "

I seriously hate this kind of questions. It makes me think about things. Ewan ko. Hmm, where is the sense of the relationship kung one-sided love na lang? You might as well just break up with your partner if that would be the case. Diba diba? :)

Dapat when you're in a relationship, hindi lang isa ang nagmamahal. It's not right na you love your partner more than your partner loves you. Pantay dapat. And the most important thing is: Loving yourself first before anyone else. :D Mahirap kapag wala ka ng natitira para sa sarili mo.

Siguro if ever na mangyari 'yung one-sided love, makikipagbreak na lang ako. Masakit pero what can I do? You can't just force a person to love another person. Hmm, ganon talaga..

..people fall out of love

Dramaness

I miss highschool. I miss our batch. I miss Mechers a lot. I miss everything there sa 'Pinas.

Okay, drama na naman.:P

No more:

• unlimited text/call
• drinking sessions with friends & cousins
• REDHORSE. :( Aww (haha)
• hanging out with Mae, Tina, Suzy
• Batangas trips
• Cemetery night-out (totally missing it)
• Laguna trips
• Sunday masses with cousins
• telebabad to the maxxxx
• sleepovers
• getaways

..at kung anu ano pang ka-tripan when I was still there sa 'Pinas. I swear, I didn't want to leave but I didn't have any choice because I really had to.

Siguro everything would be really different if I'm not here. Siguro, I'd be so much happier. Ayan na naman thinking of the could-have-beens.

Anyway, simple hanging out lang naman talaga ang trip ko eh. I actually just want to stay in anyone's place lang kasi less gastos and less sa lahat. :) Hmm, I also love road trips. Kaya by the time na I already know how to drive and already got to buy a Mini Cooper, road trip palagi. Haha. When would that be kaya? I hope it's so soon na.:P

Hmm, stop na. Revise naman for Physics and Maths. Exams are coming up na. On Monday (Mocks for Maths) & Tuesday (Practical for Physics). Wish me luck, guys. Kasi super na-bobobo na talaga ako dito. Swear. Haha.

for Physics: Electricity, Radioactivity and Thermal Physics (at least I'm done na with Mechanics)

for Maths: Integration, Trigonometry, Sequence & Series, Logs, Exponentials (tssk, dami pa)

for Bio naman: nevermind! hehe.:P

Long distance relationships

Do all of you people think that Long distance relationships won't work? Do you think that it's just a waste of time and effort? Hmm, kasi for me it's different eh. I won't let distance or whatever things ruin my relationship with the one I love. Gagawin at gagawin ko parin lahat para mag-work. Lahat naman siguro diba? Syempre, hindi maiiwasan 'yung mga away, selos, inggit and kung anu-ano pa. 'Away' because of shallow things na you kind of regret afterwards kasi super babaw lang pala talaga. 'Selos' because of the persons your partner go out with at 'inggit' kasi sana ikaw na lang 'yun. Sometimes you can't help but question your relationship kasi dahil sa sobrang layo nga, you just think na there's no point of being together na. Na sometimes love isn't really enough after all. Hmm, lalo na kapag you nag-away kayo over things and super 'whoaa' talaga then you'd just be so afraid na because of that you might lose your partner na. Pero compromise lang and accept your mistakes and everything would be alright na.

Hindi mo maiiwasan na may mga nakapaligid na girls. You can't force your partner naman not to have a crush or something. I mean, syempre diba? You're not in control of your partner's feelings. Pero I think na as long as you can see, know and feel na ikaw lang talaga then why should you be bothered? Jealousy is never the answer naman palagi. It's better din if you open up to your partner about what you feel, at least alam niya. Walang hula hula.

Mahirap talaga kos chat, text, call and letters lang. Pero diba kahit gaano pa kahirap, eh kung mahal mo talaga: ayos lang lahat. Ang nakakaguilty pa is if you weren't able to spend too much time with your partner nung hindi ka pa umaalis. Swear, thinking about the lost and wasted times, the could-have-beens and should-have-beens totally sucks. Iiyak ka lang and iiyak sa kakaisip. But at least, you'd get to pour all your emotions out and you'd kind of feel better nadin afterwards.

Basta. Love, trust and faith lang. Oh yes, FAITH. And prayers as well then everything will follow na. You'd be assured that things would just be totally fine. And that you'd be sooo much happier by the time you get back.

:D

Hmmm. Haaaa. Hooo. :D

Guess what?? I've been revising a lot lately. Hahaha. I even bought revision books para mas okay. Ayon. Sana makatulong at sana pumasok na sa utak ko. Umm, tumatak? Exaagggeee eh.:P

Okay okay naman ang life as in like yea, like whoaa, like whoo. Haha.:P Ohmighad. Hmm, tingnan mo nga naman ang effect ng pagiging nerdy. Nako, I'd do everything talaga just to pass my exams and get a grade D. OO, kahit D lang okay na. Sana lang talaga. Booggssshh.

Stig. Nag-add na naman ng 1 month.:D Saya saya nga naman.

Children's perrty tomorrow. Birthday kasi ni Kristina eh. Take note: Children's peerrrtty so walang inom-inom. But in the morning I'd go to the library first then sa haws na nila. Pa-good shot muna si Dootzey.:) Nako, sino kaya pupunta? :D

I think..
I've kind of changed already. Parang I'm growing up na talaga. Kaso mej natatagalan pa nga lang. Basta. Haha. Hmm, I became more patient and understanding na. And oh, less jealous.:P I like it. And I should probably work out my relationship with my sisters. I should be like the more "ATE" type for them to respect me MOOOORRREEEE. Less taray na dapat and less walang pakialam lagi.:P Oh well, tingnan na lang natin.:)

goodluckieluckieluckie. :)

..And it was a blast

Yea, oh yea. OH OH OH YEAH. :) The after party was great. Ang daming taong pumunta. Halos lahat ng ininvite ng parents ko all came.:) Wow. Christiyano na talaga si Bro. Hehe.

I got drunk nga eh. This was just the third time that I got drunk in my whole life. Oh well, inom inom agad eh. Tapos ang dami pang kainuman. Funny talaga. Good thing hindi ako nagwala and all. Pero mejo maayos pa naman talaga tayo ko eh. Gets? Parang I wasn't really drunk kos I was like thinking pa naman before I do something.:) Mej nagwala nga lang ako sa pagkanta kos the microphone was with me the whole time and asar kos may kaagaw ako.:P Duet kami ni Terence eh pati nina Andrew din. Ayon. Cool, oh cool, oh coolness.

Hay. Seriously, ang sarap maging drunk. Kaso nung drunk ako, no one was there to catch me kos you weren't there with me. Tssk, ayan napapaisip na naman ako.

And oh, about the study thing. I'm trying hard naman. Hmm, nag-aaral na ako now kos we have a practical exam in Physics tomorrow. Basta, I'm gon reply sa comments niyo next time and gon tell you more about the party. And pictures din kaya lang hindi masyadong madami kasi yun nga.

the dootzey is soooo confused.